I mentioned yesterday I was feeling lost and forlorn, but that I had a "glimmer" of hope and motivation when I awoke yesterday. I must admit I had a little voice inside me saying, "God, is that you?" and my big, booming psyche saying, "Probably not."
Imagine my surprise when I awoke (or was awakened) early again this morning and, try as I might, was unable to go back to sleep. The feelings of hope and motivation burned a tiny bit brighter. So, again, I got some exercise, spent some time praying and am beginning to wonder if this hopeless-for-so-long feeling might not lift after all.
You do not have because you do not ask. Yep, that would be me!